If I showed you what I've seen
You'd still be angry at me
If I let myself go blind
Would you see it through my eyes?
I can't fall down
When I'm barely standing at all
I can't get it right (It always was)
It haunts my nights (it always is)
For all my life (for always)
It Haunts me
Am I scared of letting go
Or letting go of being scared?
I'm not prepared
At the bottom of these spiraled stairs
Idle minded playing with your knotted hair
Passing time and wishing I was
Anywhere but here